Assalamualakum and hai,
May peace upon you, readers. Did this blog has a reader? I hope no. Just, when an introvert fall in love with a popular intallegent guy. It's so complecated. This introvert can't show her feels towards that guy. Maybe she would be laughed by that guy. That's so iratating!
I hate this feels. I hate when my mom only know how to call my brother's name when she's in pain. Doesn't  she remember me? Doesn't  she know my name? How come it's be? Am I that bad to feel like this? Maybe my brother will protect her when she need it. Maybe my brother will keep take goog care of her when she is old. Maybe. Maybe? How about me? Maybe I will take good care of her to! And definitely I doa for her healthy! Since this year (2014) I used to be alone. No friends no fangirling, more sarcasm more hate. Classmates all are kind of resist because they only friend and talk with someone who has that kind of popularity or maybe can make them popular. They're sucks. Selfish too. I'm happy because they don't talk with me because I'm not gonna talk with sucks. SHAO now are appart. Yeah one of the member (Shaylee) had exchanged to other school due to hers mother situation. The other two member were at different class. I'm in 4W1 while Hanbi class is 4W2 and Zimmy class is 4A. We are appart. This made we don't close with each other like past year. Hanbi now is more quite than before. We all know her with her craziness, straight-foward attitude,  happy person, talkative etc. But now she's quite, unreponsible, less smile and unpredictable. I need them more than I hope every sucks in my class die by suicide themselves by jumping down from the cliff. As usual me and Zimmy still talking and laughing.  We shared everything that's happen to we. Hmmmph luckily I have Bii who is my standard one bestfriend. We use letter to communicate since we are not in the same class. It will ease we if we want to share or to comfort each other.  Our dongsaeng, Shaylee are you doing great? I hope you'll be okay there. We care about you here. I bet you already have made friends there.

Back to the topic. My class monitor.was a person who think that he is perfect and he is cool. Suck your shoes sole man. He and this another classmste who always want an attention.  Yeah this another classmate is a girl. Let's stop mentioning them. I'm not interest to type about them. I go and back to school with no memory. Seriously memory only creat when I'm with Ain, Bii aka Dayana or SHAO. That's all I want to share. May your life tomorrow is better than before. Enjoy your sucks or happy day with open heart because this moment maybe will not happen again. Appreciate your moment with your bestfriend. Love them. Be Alone sometimes is good but sometimes boring. Allah will always by your side. Assalammualaikum.
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